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Saturday, January 26, 2008

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 16:54:00 GMT

readers, i've moved to monsterdance.blogspot.com.
sorry (:

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 08:34:37 GMT

seeing my sheep growing in God is one of my greatest blessing :)

haha, qinning's laptop is super duper cool!! friday was not just another shepherding was opy. it was y'know, a divine exchange/cause i know it wasn't what i planned and opy responded to God's calling (:

and ocy received the holy spirit yday!!! woohoo! faced a whole lot of rejections this week. awww but still, i really dying to see coral completed! i dont wanna leave the school like that. haha!

and a very happy birthday to my dearest bunny bunny! loveeee;

i love wong yanyee alot alot alot! happy 16th! :) (in advance)

muackz!

breakthrough in my life. chiong ahhh!!!!

4th week of school, i dont want to do school alone. hiak! :) -investment-

i set my mind- tourism course in TP!!!!!!
we're gonna set up a refuge in school. (: there's gonna be a revival in our land!!!

Friday, January 18, 2008

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 14:48:49 GMT

taking pics with tll in class :)

lessons can really be a bore. ): beside me now is a cupboard! LOL. lovin' it! :D
won't be going in depth. heh! :D

and dinner with estherl and javin on wed. also to practise worship.
-the tofu thing- is so hilarious that i laughed, i cried, i laughed, and i cried.
BIG BIG LOLLL!

& i was so stressed i decided to runaway to seragoon xD
(kidding!) i got lost x: on my way to opy's house.

and i landed in seragoon? express way. :3

i really dont like to be lost ): such a direction idiot. haha.
still, managed to find my way to opy's house.

THANK YOU OPY FOR WAITING FOR ME @ THE BUS-STOP!
HAHEHO!

went opy's house for shepherding (:

during teacher, muhaha!

weeeeeeeeeee, and both of them dressed up, preparing for tmr's service!

muahaha, opy and ocy!

nothing to blog. muhahaa! service tmr! ^^V

goodnight! <3

Monday, January 14, 2008

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 13:16:43 GMT

woke up early to meet javin & estherl to evax (: & it was fruitfullllllll. ^^v hehehe.

poa test today ):

after soooooo long, i finally get to hang out with ahhh hui

went to change at her place, then went down to whitesands, to take neooooprint lol!

lunch at bk, then we went to pasir ris park.

& you've pretty wenhui walking down the park, was stuck in a hut (?) for more than half an hour xD ahaha, cause of the heavy rain. & my shoes were so eeyerrrr that i just bought a new shoes just now. hehehe!

& my dearest shepherd's in leadership conference with all the pastors. *grins* (:
living for this cause.

COR10! :D

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 14:37:15 GMT

random & short post to end the week :)

had dmm earlier on at javin's place- our teabreak cum dinner-

celebrated javin's 2nd brother's bday too and a pic of angel & javin's youngest brother..

and i'd been doing hw with esther leow and angel (?) at marks after service lately (:

and dearest opy was very sweet and got me this:

last week estherl, angel and i saw a really gorgeous handsome hunk. hehehe :D

whatever that benefits the KOG (:

14; 40!

Friday, January 11, 2008

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:34:42 GMT

before i start to blog. haheho! *drums rolllllll*
I FINALLY GOT A NEW HANDPHONE! *winks!*

*over the stars, moon & planet earth* :D
it may not be the best phone, but satisfied, still- mom's the best (:

i'm not showing off i've got a new phone. -that's what the reply is when i tell people. ): but imagine this lah- you lost your phone in vietnam then your mom refuse to buy you a new phone until nowwww. and you've been using a really lousy and irritating phone. :) get what i mean?

hahaha, i realise i should keep watch over myself. in terms of health- idk why i always get headache, at least, once a week? ): and hw are pilling up. today's cca orientation is the last cca orientation i'll be performing! haha. cg rocks!

teachers have been really mean. for idk what reasons, i'm starting to miss mr paik (yesssssss i do, seriously) idk why (argh, haha) i'm okay with the teachers this year :D i miss miss mahtani too! heh, :3 miss lum's nice. well. hehe. sec 4's die die no honeymoon year.

little corner is really /: we don't get to talk much, like i rarely have chance to talk to zhengyi and nattawut. ): i can at least talk to vivien during recess, and lilian for every class -.- (except combined sub xD) haha. this week's hetic. so so so hetic. don't do h/w= detention. it's really a pain in the neck. detention helps? /:

*sigh sigh sigh* i've got to really mug my butt off. and pioritise my time well. haha, guess what. i literally jogged 2 rounds around tampines stadium with opy on mon :) i can't find my camera to computer plug, *whines* so no pics! heh, night.

xoxo.

Friday, January 04, 2008

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 15:54:39 GMT

this whole week of school i really feel like i'm going for training -.- like y'know. our teachers are our sergants, o levels are our enemies, then now, textbooks are like medicines, to prepare us for the battle field. and teachers will go like "just do what i say; and you'll be okay" haha, dudeeee, i trust you guys k. i'll be a good student and really do my best :D

and i feel like really brain washed /: "to make it or break it," many teachers say so. ehhhh i don't want to break it ): ): ):

school's same old same old. suayyyyy, take height and weight alr, but i didn't get a chance to look! xD and rightttt, my throat hurtsxz, really painful ): homeworks are sure to pile up, ahhhhh. -stress mood- been having headache too, ahh, booo.

what i like about school, many of you too- friends :) taaadaaah!

the font nice righttt! am using qinning's laptop and there's photoshop 7.0 inside! heh! heh! taken on the first day of school, i look like kena sai, so forget it (: and i'm quite flattered by 2 person, a sec 1 girl said i look like sec 2 (grins!) and mr osman said i look like i lost weight! (which, i obviously didn't) and (most-85%) 4/7 people played captain's ball together! <3

school next week-
mon, tue, fri (cca!)
wed& thur (classes till 4.15)

i hope i can take it, school just started right? :) i think i like sitting beside lilian, haha! cause i pay attention more compared to last time. (: no more play play, 9 months of intense studying, oh wells, i'm going for a war. hehehehe.

detention today for being late (for a fewwwww minutes! ):) well, detention= a new friend made. heh! :3 i set my mind; 15 point> for o's.

-

qinning (: says:

and really, sec4's gonna be very fast

):

Monday, December 31, 2007

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 13:56:36 GMT

before the clock ticks 12, before 2007 becomes history, i guess i really wanna take time off to appreciate and thank the people around me (: a simple thank you- 2 simple words but definetely from the heart. (however, if you don't see your name, doesn't mean i don't appreciate you. nono.) but it's impossible for me to take time to appreciate everyone around me. heh! :3

(in no order)

SHEPHERD!
hahaha! you're my shepherd for only.. haha! 5 months? but because we're in the same pioneering team, we've drawn much closer and you've played a very big part in my life. (: thanks for the sacrifices you've made for me. like your time.. hehe! i know i always bug you for every small little things, like for example recently, the follow up. i remember i was super duper scared that i'll screw it up, that i called you. haha! i think i kept asking the same old question, how this & that. what if, later, etc. heh, but thanks for not complaining that i would always bug you, however instead you would encourage me to jiayou. and always assuring me that i can do it. greatly appreciate it! another thing that you did that totally melted my heart, was during my b'day, you came all the way before school to give me my present at my doorstep haha! -melt- :D thanks! you don't know how happy i was after i received it, i was bumming with joy all the way to school. hehehe! and also thanks for stepping into my life, thanks for always being there when i needed a listening ear, for example when i'd problems with my people, not knowing what to do, you- with great wisdom giving me advises and encouraging me to press on. and, also when ngee ann wasn't doing well, you would continue to challenge cheryl & i to keep praying and asking God. thanks for leading the group so well! you've done a great job for sure! haha, i know this year you had your major papers and you'd to balance your time well, thanks for still being there for me. thanks for loving to take photos too! hehehe! :) i remember that there was once God nudged me big time to tell you about an area of my life that hindered me in my walk with God. it took me great pain (lol) till i finally (reluntantly) agreed to arrange to meet you before service to tell you about it. it took me about an hour before i could finally say it out. lolllll. thanks for keeping watch over my life! and also, i remember in tampines interchange! :D you gently asked me to share something i would never dare to share unless you're very close to me, that is my- what i call 'deepest darkest' thing, which only jade, estherl and opy knows. again, it took quite some time till i finally shared to you. haha! and i'm glad that i told ya. ;) all in all, thanks for being such a great leader, i treasure this shepherd-sheep r/s with you, but most importantly, thanks for being a true friend to me (: serving God with you all the way! will support you as you follow God. jiayou!
xoxo.

ESTHER LEOW!
lolllll. your dearest first sheep here! hahaha, when i think of you. i will always remember this conversation, when i was with huiyuan on our way home. you kept asking the same thing- 'what if i'm your shepherd?' lolll! esther leow ah esther leow. the esther leow i used to see last time when i first enter Y-Hope, and now the esther leow i see, is seriously a CHANGED LIFE! :) heh! you grew much in faith, in leadership, in dumbness ._. LOL. you seriously became more dumb, for idk what reasons! :3 lol. thanks for not giving up on me, i know. lolll, i was a difficult sheep. very difficult one i must admit. lol! all those hurtful things i did and said to you- i dao'ed you in school, haha am feeling gulity about it, it's between you, me & God k! d: thanks for not only feeding me spiritually, but also physically! lollll. i was kidding. we did excercise too right! that time i travelled to your house early in the morning for shepherding, however in the end, i think we jogged for only 1 round? /: LOL! i'm sorry that last time i would dao you in school & many at times i didn't want to submit to you, has indeed.. grew you in patience! LOL. i truly enjoy the 1 year of being your sheep. saw how God mulitiplied you in quality and quantity (SEE YOUR SHEEP(S) NOW!) hehe! woww! am inspired the way you grew in ding, and we jogged for 1 round? LOL! hahaha. you're the first person in Y-Hope that ever saw me cried before. hehe, remember our way to nexus together? i wasn't doing well in God, and had to struggle so much that i wanted to give up and backslide. but THANK YOU! you encouraged me with this verse that i'm clinging on dearly still- matthew 6:34. now, that we're not shepherd & sheep, you've continued to impact my life. and.. in 2 days time, you'll see me 6 days a week! muhahaha. i love being in the same school, same level, same cg, (BUT WHY NOT SAME CLASS?!) as youuu! heh. i love spending time with you. muack!
xoxo.

AH BE!
hahah, shocked? (: anyway, really want to take this time to haha, thank you! :) thanks for perserving on. lollll. i wasn't a good sheep. lol, many at times, i didn't want to meet you up for shepherding x: but, you perserved on.. heh! thank God for you! (: forgive me cause i know i've made your job a burden. |: lol! thanks for being very motherly. lollll. and allowing me to disturb you. lol, enjoyed your company during the east performance. DRUMSTICK WOMAN! hahaha, and lastly, let's continue growing and growing!
xoxo.

OPY!
lol, hi smelly sheep! (: hahaha, thanks for always allowing me to disturb you and calling you smelly. xD it somehow, became a habit. LOL. kidding kidding! i can still remember when jacq told me that you would be under me, i was seriously ! hahaha cause i know nuts about you! xD but as time pass, our friendship grew. our first shepherding (at tm)- with esther teo. second shepherding (at your house)- with esther teo. then.. our third shepherding! hahaha, finally meeting you individually. i was so so so scared, scared that i would run out of things to talk to you. still remember i met you at long jong sliver in tm, i was together with esther leow and penglin. then both of us went down to tampines stadium- before dennis' meeting. and that's when you also received the Holy Spirit! hehe. and i really want to thank you for being in my life, thanks for opening up your life to me, remember when esther teo and i were in your house? we'd to share something deep, that i could see you didn't want to share, but thanks for sharing! :) thanks for being so bubbly, thanks for always calling me shepherd when you see me, thanks for always running up to me when you see me. hehehe, it really brightens up my day. :D also, still remember whitesands mac? the 2 sitter seats facing the mrt? lollll. yeah, that was when we shared our lives deeper. when i was struggling whether to share and it caused me to almost teared! xD haha, but i'm glad that i did! cause you shared about yours too, that you said no one else knows. hehehe. really assure you that it's kept with me only :) i feel that's a special bond between us, hehe, wanna let you know you can always rely on me! i know there's once you struggled (ahem) haha, but you did ittttt! *well done!* and you said that you'll serve God forever, i take your words ah! :) hehehe. thanks for supporting me, example once, during caregroup, we were playing this game, then i asked this question 'who loves me?' then the whole caregroup were like giving the diao face, but you and xuelin were like 'our shepherd leh! bo bian' then you all ate that thing in the bowl. hahaa, okay, the bo bian part is ): but i can tell you girls love me! (awwwwww) hahah! thank you for this friendship, thanks for allowing me to step into your life. i'll give my life investing and discipling you. i believe through you many lives would be saved! and a generation of tampines-ians will emerge! you've a person of great influence! use it for the Kingdom of God! & continue to give God your 100%! God'll provide. *hugs for you*
xoxo.

ANGEL!
hello gel gel. hehehe! thanks for leading the group when the cls ain't around. thanks for offering me your time like that time the follow up. i was so scared and randomly called you if you could help me, and you did! hehehe! thanks girl! really appreciate that ;) have indeed seen you grown! from a girl who used to pon cg & service x: lol, to someone committed to Him! :) wowww. jiayou in growing tampines to 50! can be done de! hahaha! thanks for your company in CLC2, enjoy your company lots! cause we'll always be sharing about each other's life! hehe. love you!
xoxo.

JACQ!
hello jacqyyy jacq! you've been my grandshepherd for plus minus 2 years! lol, from sally, esther leow and now! yingjie. hahaha. anyway, really wanna thank God for you in my life! let's zoooooooom back to 2 years back! during my first camp, and i'd problems about speaking in the Holy Spirit. you were there, to help me, even though you'd meeting, you stayed and talk to me. thanks!! hehe. and time and time again, you lent me a listening ear. like this year, beginning of the year. hmmm shucks (should i say the name? /:) hahha okay, michiko decided to backslide, you were there to cousel me and assure me God's in control. really thank God for you for that. and also thanks for a simple msn conversation, sms, and call! i remember we were talking on the phone (for i forgot what) i talked to you all the way on my way home till i reached home and until my phone batt died, but i continued to use my house phone to talk to ya. thanks for your time! and also recently, when you came back from china, then we'd a short met up, in whitesands. i told you my problems, and you cared to listen to me. hehe! THANKS! you're someone who literally watched me grow in God all the way.. thanks jacq! for being jacq! hahaha, thanks for thinking high on me to putting me in your dmm team. will support you all the way! no backing out no matter what! :) i love you leader! i love you jacq! east c will break 50!
xoxo.

XUELIN!
hey girlll! hahaha, hey sheep! :) you don't know how happy yingjie and i were when you converted. cause you're ngee ann's first convert! and you meant a lot to us ;) glad you're still serving God together with us. hehe. do you know parkway reminds me of you? yea! the pasta mania! lol, it was the first time yingjie and i met you. and we'd one of our shepherdings there too! :) and it will be tmr too. hehehe! :D wanna apologise for being firm with you at times, sorry if you felt hurt or something. i know i look fierce when i don't smile x: haha. thanks for being so supportive of me! like also that time caregroup, you were the one that told opy 'our shepherd leh, bo bian'. haha. yea! :D thank you for your life. thanks for flattering me that i'm a good teacher (which i doubt so aha!) thanks for saying i'm a good shepherd. :) wanna let you know that God's with you, whether you know it or not. i'll continue to disciple you, and grow you. problems will come; but stand firm! God's in control and God's always bigger than our problems. will be there when you need me, never depend your love of God on circumstances! cheers! lovee ya!
xoxo.

JADE HO!
hey butt! :) i guess ever since we are not in the same cg, we didn't had time to actually make time for one another :( wanna let you know, i'm just a phone call away, hehe! it's not the title, but i'm sure as we grow in God, our friendship will grow too! both of us really want to be a cl, and i'm sure that as we continue to hunger for more of God, God will add on to whatever we lack and use us greatly! thanks for your listening ear that time, i cried over the phone about michiko, you were there to hear me out. hahhaa. jiayou with God's people! be faithful and God'll mulitiply you! :) hehehe, let's be fruitful in whatever we do. next year would be a major year for us, ahhh :| but with God in the center, we've nothing to fear. thanks for being accountable of my life. mwah! continue to be a strong support to your leaders. CLMMMMMMMMMM! :)
xoxo.

ESTHER TEO!
hey zhuzhu! hahaha, one year ago, you were tying two ponytail! LOLLLLL. okay, enough ka-jiao'ing you. wanna thank you for helping me with opy, availing your time. i still remember when we were at her house, we play catching till 6 plus? and you told me you'd to be home by 7/8 plus. i was so so so worried for you because the journey home was 1 hour plus & you weren't sure if the bus goes your house. haha thank God it did and your mom didn't scold. have indeed seen you grown, and we know each other deeper (: thanks for the advises you gave me and i know i can always count on you to do things. thanks for (you-know-what) :) hehe! thanks for lifting up cg atmosphere! haaha, thanks for being so bubbly even though at times you're tired and not feeling good. you didn't show the sad face, but come in a cheerful smile. hehe! thank God for your life! lollll, mimi. you're greatly loved by me! (:
xoxo.

DENNIS LOH!
hello chang kiat! i'm not sure whether you'll read. lolllll. anyway you must be feeling so priviledge that i acted as your name. ehhh, haha! ._. anyway, thanks for being such a mighty warrior of God! thanks for being such a great leader. i can really see how much you care for the people around you through your words & actions. haha! thanks for offering the prayer, which in the end, didn't have time to. but! will soon yea? :) thanks for caring about the east people, i'm sure many lives have been impacted by you! yeah! leader, will continue to support you all the way, seeing east won! i'm in this together with you! :) jiayou leader!
xoxo.

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haha, if you want yours, ask me? x) ehhh. lol. you're greatly appreciated by me. really. packed my room earlier on! super duper cleannn! weee. hehe. done my new year resolutions:

1) get @ least Bs for all subjects in O levels!
2) be a salt & light in school & family!
3) to invest in the KOG & lives!
4) BE A CL BY END MARCH! *marching towards it!* :)

others will be kept personal. hah! :3 meeting opy for jogging tmr. lollll, qian fei. and God may you heal my sheep xuelin! :) thanksgiving- i was somehow clearing my computer table and i chanced upon a piece of paper. the paper wrote thanksgiving to God- 2007. it was my brother's.

i read :4 haha, he's so funny k, he said i don't enjoy reading the Bible but i really want to grow in God's word. (so child like! xD) and he gave thanks about my daddy's thingy! yayyy! God is good. it's like a NB in my house. awwww. more salvations God? i want to know Christ! :) Daddy is good.

my thanks-giving of 2007:

1) MY KORKOR'S SALVATION!
2) entrusting me with two sheep(s)!
3) allowing me to see the big picture rather than my problems.
4) being with me, through it all.
5) for what happened to my family that day. the day i :'( -God you were there.

hehe, God is good! much more thanks giving. done my reflections 2 days ago, but it's under private post, nehneh! haha (x ok. 2 more days till i'm sec 4. ahhhhhh. much more things to balance. matt6:33! CG08 phrase 2 is coming! 100% 100%! (: yea! i can't wait to see my schoolmates! yay!

God, be with me in this, 2008 it's You and me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY. HAPPY 18TH!
i hope you were touched! mwah! i love you piggy. mwah!

pictures of east chalet! ♥

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 15:04:20 GMT

                     dearest partner in leading the first game! :D

                                                first game! (:

                                           5kg of flour! :D woo lah lah!

                                                    3rd game..

                                                  dodgeballlllllllllllll (:

                            happy people before the mega games!

&... the mega game started! (water bombs!)


                               "with all my life" muhahah!

                                       attack ahhhh!

                                 goodness /: free flow of water? heh! :3

                              the person who got me wet -.- (dennis loh)

-------.--------- opy chasing me! look so dumb. (after i pour the bucket of dirty water on her)

                                 clean uppppppppp! :D
teaching:

                             the night ended witha bang, a word from God. :)


                                                                    random! :D

think of new year resolutions, wee-eee!

Friday, December 28, 2007

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 13:43:53 GMT

                            the shoes for opy! hahaha, proud of myself! :)

                                        MASSIVE GAMES- WATER AND..

                                                        FLOUR!!

                                              the outcome, joyce and crystal!

                            yay yay yay! opyyyyyyyy! ahhh mwahs!

                                              dumb sheryl! hahaha.

                                                      opy and ocy my loves!

                                                 dinnerrrr time! :D

                                     happy penglin with her lollipop! fansinating lollipop! :D

                                  taken before leaving chalet :D

yeahhhhhhhh! opy and ocy're back from m'sia after 2 MONTHSXZ! enjoyed myself alot alot alot. it's not just the fun, the people, but.. God moved big time. seriously. you won't know exactly what happened, but i can just keep sharing and sharing. and the 4 incidents that happened yday increased my faith so so so much.

3 sub-mega games and the mega mega game! hahaha, what do you expect when there's 1000+ water bombs, 200+ paper balls for dodge balls. haheho! and i get to shoot people with a fake gun, throw water bombs at people, ask people do stupid stuffs to get water bombs from me, and... pour a bucket of dirty water on opy! lolllllll.

played captains ball till 6 in the morning, w/o sleeping. hahaha cool eh? got to sleep at 6 plus to 8/9 plus. didn't get to catch the sunrise cause, i was bathing -.- ehhhh. sorry penglin! /: was supposed to meet mrs yeo today after chalet, but she's sick. /: hmmm.. slept for 8 hours when i reached home!

i need to excercise lahhh, school's starting. and it also means.. taking height and weight time! dratsss big time. okay, i'm really so glad to see opy and ocy back, ha! 4 more days to starting school ): heeeeee, and i'd a nightmare, i dreamed i couldn't cope. and.. er, yeahhhh, ahhh. i'm scared lah.

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